Slept All Day Yesterday

I overdid it. We have been going more and more to fresh foods, mostly raw, for lunch. Our salads have been getting larger, while the amount of cooked vegetables has been decreasing. We've also had a few smoothies, including one the other day that was a total disaster. I made myself drink about 6 oz of it, because I just couldn't stand the thought of wasting all that food. Well, if I ever make one again that tastes yucky - it will make great compost!!

I was bloated on Wednesday morning, and I didn't feel like exercising at all. I did a little moving around, but quit about half way through the video. But I felt OK as the day went on. I should have paid attention to my body and gone back on my strict safe diet and the bowel retraining regimen I have used in the past. But I didn't listen.

By that night, I was nauseated and so uncomfortable that I used a Phynergan suppository and went to sleep early. I woke up about midnight coughing uncontrollably from acid reflux, so I started sipping on liquid Gaviscon to calm down my esophagus.

I slept until my medicine alarm went off at 5:00AM, was so groggy that I took the Zelepar and went right back to sleep. I kept on waking up for meds and going back to sleep most of the day. I went back to using the glycerin suppositories, too. I cut back on medicines to only those I thought were essential, and only had a couple of lightly buttered English muffins to eat all day. I managed some chicken soup for supper, and then slept all night again.

Surprisingly, I felt OK this morning. But I will be extra careful with my meals for the next few days, and will be using the glycerin suppositories again for awhile. My Gastroenterologist explained to me that I feel like that when I am constipated. The fact that I am still going to the bathroom doesn't matter, if I am not eliminating enough to keep my colon working properly.

I went for my Physical Therapy this morning, as usual, and we even did a little traveling for our Date Day. There aren't very many Estate Sales this time of year, so we ended up going to just two. Neither one of them was very interesting, but we did find some old toys that will pay for our day out, anyway.

I feel fine as I write this, but I had become complacent, I guess, since it had been so long since my tummy has bothered me. I learned my lesson this week.

I Told You I Have a Good Doctor!!

Well, I carried the phone around with me all day yesterday, even when I worked outside, just on the chance my Gastroenterologist would call. If it were any doctor but he, I wouldn't have even considered that to be a possibility. Sure enough, he called about 7:00 last night, apologizing for not having called sooner.

He had me describe my problems again, in greater detail. Even over the phone, it was difficult to go into minute specifics about my elimination situation. He wants me to keep a detailed diary for a few days of every single thing I put in my mouth, plus each symptom event I have. So, I started that last night. It's funny writing down the time and intensity of each belch and gas episode. ROTFL And it means writing down every bite and sip, including the ingredients of the different herbal teas I drink, but if it helps, it's worth it! He didn't think the Beano I had been trying for the last few days would do any good, though, so I didn't take them this morning.

I know many would not agree with me, but Dr. B's dedication, and that of other doctors I have, just convince me that much more that I do not want the USA to EVER go to a national health care system. What I read from blogs from countries that have it makes me think that they would not have a doctor going out of his way to call from his home on the weekend to help me with something that is chronic, as this problem is. I am quite willing to have government subsidized health care for those who can't afford it, but I am adamantly opposed to making it into universal health care, where I have no control over much of anything concerning my health. OK, I'm off my soap box now. ;}

Cpap Adventure Continues

I've been on the new full face mask for a week now, with one extremely good night's sleep, night before last. I've been awake since 12:30AM today, though. I woke up with air just jetting out from under the bottom of the mask, where the silicon soft part had come out of the plastic part of the mask. By the time I woke up enough to realize what the problem was, and then fixed it, I was wide awake. I'm also continuing to have problems with my skin. I'm ready to try the all over the face kind. That's not supposed to irritate skin, as it fits at the hairline and all around the face completely. This is the last style there is, basically, so I'm about to run out of options, other than not use it at all. That 8 hours of sleep on Sunday night gave me such high hopes, too.

I continue to struggle with terrible gas, and I'll be calling my Gastro's nurse today to report in. Stopping the Amitiza just didn't help any. Nothing has really changed as far as feeling like something is wrong with my elimination process, either.

We walked at the track again yesterday morning, after several days off. This time it was due to DH having some pains, as I think he over did it when we started back walking the other day. Hopefully, he'll be OK this morning, and we can get our walk in. I also worked in the yard early yesterday morning, putting another pile in the Lasagna Compost area and digging around the foundation of our new garage. We need to get a drainage ditch around the front edge, so I'm hoeing just a little bit each day. I'm also trying to sweep off the driveway every day or so, as that is good exercise for my shoulders. It sure does feel funny, though, trying to sweep left handed. But I need to exercise both shoulders, so I do it, funny feeling or not. And boy, am I right sided. I'm pitiful trying to sweep "backwards". LOL

I've been doing more research, trying to see if there is anything I've missed about CPAP. I did find that I'm supposed to have the machine below head level, a fact that escaped me somehow. I didn't keep it on long enough last night to know if that would stop the "rain out", as it is called. That's when the humidifier in the machine causes condensation in the tubing, because the air in the room is cooler. I can't do without the moistened air, so I will need to deal with the condensation. It got so bad one night that it sounded like the thing was gargling!

I was also trying to find out of the machine is aggravating the gas I'm having, and yes, CPAP does often cause that, as many people swallow the air. It's supposed to be something you grow out of, and can be lessened by using the Ramp Up switch, which starts the pressure lower so you can go to sleep easier. I hadn't been using it, since going to sleep has never been my problem. But I did use it last night, and will from now on.

For all that I'm discouraged this morning, after so little sleep last night, I am still hopeful that I will adjust to the CPAP. I'm not so optimistic about my digestive system problem, though, and I am still wanting the colonoscopy. My legs and hands continue to be swollen with fluid, too. We'll see what the doctor has to say today.

No Surgery After All!! WHEW!!

I made the rounds of my doctors again yesterday, and the specialist my Gastroenterologist sent me to does not believe that my situation warrants surgery at this time. He would rather I continue to use all of Dr. B's arsenal of Bowel Retraining routines - glycerin suppositories daily, Milk of Magnesia every couple of days, bran cereal and prune juice daily, Miralax, and Amitiza. He also went over the list of what I can't eat again, and it seems to get longer each time I see him.

I'm not allowed to have

soft drinks of any kind
chocolate
nuts, particularly peanuts
any dairy products at all
cruciferous vegetables, such as broccoli or cabbage
beans
tomatoes
coffee
caffeine of any kind

And no telling what else that I can't think of right now.

It's hard to believe it takes all that to keep my system from bloating, but it does. Zelnorm was much better than Amitiza at producing a stronger muscle contraction through the digestive tract, but I'll just have to make do with the Amitiza, and hope they find a way to modify the Zelnorm and get it back on the market.

There's now an agreement among the doctors that my elimination problem is due by and large to the weakness of the digestive tract muscles, caused by the Parkinson's, rather than the anatomical problem that was recently discovered.

I liked this new doctor. He explained things very well, and took a lot of time with me. He explained why he thought surgery would be unlikely to have much of a chance of improving things at this time, and he also gave me some idea of what to watch out for, in case the problem worsened. I will see him again in 6 months, assuming all goes well.

I saw Dr. B, my Gastroenterologist, too, and he wants me to use the full complement of Bowel Retraining strategies for a week. If I am still bloated and having problems with gas and elimination, he will do another colonoscopy. I had one a year ago, with no polyps or other problems, so he really doesn't expect to find anything. But he knows I'm concerned, and the colonoscopy will ease my mind.

So, with no surgery in the near future, I can stop spending so much time on the computer, reading everything I could find about this problem. I really was beginning to obsess over it, but I learned a lot. I was extremely pleased that the surgeon pulled out his huge PDR and looked up the interaction between Zelepar and Demerol as soon as I mentioned I had read about it. He agreed that I could not have the Demerol if I had the surgery. I will DEFINITELY have to get something in my wallet TODAY to that effect. If I somehow ended up in an emergency room, needing immediate surgery, my own meds could possibly kill me!! So, doing the research was worth it, if only for learning that one piece of information.

Hopefully this is the last time for a long time that I need to discuss my bowel habits LOL!! I'm sure anyone taking the time to read my posts is tired of hearing about it, as I'm tired of having to deal with it, too.

CPAP Saga Continues

I recently read that something like 80% of all people with Parkinson's Disease have some kind of Sleep Disorder, so I'm in good company, eh? There's even a study in progress to see if using a CPAP machine will improve the cognitive abilities of PWP, particularly memory. That's something I'd love to see as a side effect of putting up with this thing!

Well, I haven't given up yet, but I also haven't gotten through a whole night with the CPAP machine on, either. I've been getting to sleep with it pretty well. But then my old insomnia habits take over, and I'm wide awake several hours later. I am finding it easier to get back to sleep the first time, but not when I wake up around 1:30 or 2:00AM. That's when I've been taking it off on most nights.

I've also had a vague nausea and a horrible bout of stomach bloating, particularly this weekend. Since this is already a problem related to the elimination difficulties I have, I treated it with that in mind, with no success. Then, just on a lark, I Googled for bloating and Cpap. To my surprise, I found that this is a common problem, as some people get air forced in their stomachs. The suggestion was given to use Gas-X, and after I did that I felt much better! It's a shame I didn't think to check that sooner, as I didn't go to Church this Sunday, as I just felt entirely too yucky.

Another thing I discovered quite on my own yesterday made a considerable comfort difference for me last night. There are Velcro adjustments at the forehead and around the back of the neck and under the ears for the attachment of the mask. I've been loosening and pulling on them for days, trying to get comfortable. I happened to notice, while the mask was off, that the harness was all twisted out of shape, with one side pulled tighter than the other. So, I undid them all and started from scratch, carefully tightening them up in a symmetrical way, until I thought I had the right size. Then, I tried it on with the CPAP blowing air at its top volume and carefully adjusted it again. Now it is much more comfortable to wear!

I've been up since 1:30AM, so the CPAP hasn't helped me break the insomnia cycle yet. But I did sleep until something like 5:30AM Sunday morning, although most of that was without the CPAP. It's just going to take time, I know, but I WANT IT NOW. Patience was never one of my virtues.

Digestion Problems Worsen

I have an appointment with my Gastroenterologist for this next week. Even though I have faithfully taken the Myralax each morning, take Metamucil every day, have been on the Bowel Retraining regimen, using the glycerin suppositories, and I've been really careful about what I was eating, I'm still having bowel problems. For lack of a better word for it, I would call it constipation, but it's more like the colon and rectal muscles just are not working properly. Before I was diagnosed with PD last year, I had a four month bout with diarrhea that was very difficult to stop. The Gastro treated me with the same meds that would be used with colitis and Irritable Bowel Syndrome, so that may be what's going on now. From what I've read, the IBS spasms can cause some really strange symptoms, which fit mine fairly accurately. I won't gross you out with any details. Let's just say things are not as they should be.

Other than that, I can report positive improvement with my right knee, which I had twisted again. We took off several days from the track, I have been staying on the computer more and reading more, and generally letting it rest. I did walk 1 quarter mile lap yesterday, and another today. Mostly I've been doing the exercises that the Physical Therapist outlined for me. I'm thinking I probably need to get some kind of knee brace to use in situations that might aggravate it, such as the clearing out I was doing of Daddy's things that set this episode off.

So, I wait for the Gastro appointment, look forward to the Sleep Study next weekend, and baby my knee while it slowly heals. DH, as always, has been super considerate. He keeps me laughing over his foolishness and does so much for me. No one could ask for a more loving and caring helpmete.

A Clinical Trial of One??

In a real Clinical Trial, doctors use a very large number of people, usually, but not always, divided into two groups. One group gets the medicine being tested, and the other group gets fake medicine, called a placebo. At the end of the trial, if the people getting the real medicine have improved considerably more than the group getting the placebo, the medicine is assumed to be the cause of the improvement. That's a good thing!

They use such large numbers of people to conduct these trials, because there are always going to be unforeseen situations that influence the effectiveness of the medicine for some people. Maybe a few of the subjects have an undiagnosed disease that makes even the best of medicines not work. Or maybe some of them are under a lot of stress that ruins their results.

When you see a new medicine being talked about with glowing praise of its effectiveness, you have to be very cautious about getting all excited about it. I have seen reports like that where the trial only had 16 people in it. That only gives doctors a hint that a certain medicine might be helpful. It's just not enough people to tell you much.

That's the problem with trying to find the right medicine for me, or any other PWP. We are, in a very real sense, our own Clinical Trial. The last time I was on Requip, I was terribly bloated, with horrible stomach cramps and gas. So, the Neurologist took me off of it, and he put me on Zelepar. That medicine dissolved under the tongue, so it doesn't bother the digestive system. My stomach improved tremendously. The question is, was that because of the Zelepar, or was it because, that same week, my Gastroenterologist changed the prescriptions I was taking for my stomach? Also, my symptoms were not alleviated as well when I was on the Zelepar --- BUT I had strep throat most of the time I was trying it, without knowing I was that sick.

There's no way to be sure, is there, with more than one medicine being changed at the same time, and with me being sick, too? I talked with my Neurologist yesterday about this, and the fact that I had gone back to 1 Requip pill a day for several days, because I ran out of the Zelepar samples before my appointment. Even though I had been on the Requip for several days, my stomach was doing just fine.

So, Dr. S. has prescribed another month of Zelepar, to give it a fair trial at helping my PD symptoms. If I am still not getting as good a results with it as I was the Requip, I am to add the old dosage of 3 times a day of Requip to the Zelepar, which I take 2 times a day. I don't see Dr. S. for 6 more weeks, to try to give me a chance to tell what is going to work best for me.

Parkinson's Disease is different from many diseases, where there is some MRI or blood test that will tell the doctor what is helping, and what is not. With PD, it really is up to me. I have to be the judge for myself if the Neurologist has prescribed the right medicine and the right dosage. Then he bases my prescriptions on his vast experience with many other PWP he has treated.

But it still boils down to a Clinical Trial of one - ME!

My Digestive System Is Behaving! Not So Sure about Us??

It looks like the Gastroenterologist has found the right combination to get my digestive system working again in a manageable way. I haven't had any pain or bloating now for several days, and I've been able to eat some things I wouldn't have dreamed of trying just last week. I still don't have an appetite, but I still need to lose weight, too! So I'll count that as a blessing for right now.

We had our Date Day today, instead of yesterday, because our respite care giver couldn't come yesterday. We had an enjoyable day together, not really doing much, but just relaxing. With my balance as wacky as it is right now, there's not much else we could do.

Daddy, DH, and I had our first big flare up of tempers this evening. It was just a matter of time before it happened. We've been trying to stall it by getting out of the house a couple of days each week, but it was inevitable.

Daddy hates the idea of having anybody in his house, doing things he would normally be doing, or changing his routines. He's been independent too long to take easily to having DH and me here, and certainly to having Frances here two days a week. And he hates not being able to take care of himself any more.

We've understood how he felt, so we've been biting our tongues ever since he fell, as his bitterness shows through in almost everything he says to us. Hopefully this show of temper on all our parts will clear the air for a little while, but that remains to be seen.

So my relaxing day had a somewhat dramatic end, but as thick as the tension has been around here, it may well have been for the best in the long run. I can only hope so.

Miralax Effectiveness Evaluation Week 1

Miralax is a white crystalline powder that is mixed with a liquid and taken each day, one or more times, depending on the doctor's directions. Its purpose is to soften the bowel movement. It is also supposed to improve the effectiveness of Zelnorm, a medicine which helps to improve the rhythmic muscle action of the digestive system. I had read that it was supposed to be tasteless, but I frankly found that a little hard to believe!

I have been on Zelnorm for some time now, but my Gastroenterologist just added the generic form of Miralax to my prescriptions Friday. I tried dissolving the crystals in water the first time, and, at least for me, I will agree that it is tasteless. It does give the water a slightly thick feel, and I could tell it was going to turn me off of drinking water - a purely mental aversion, but one I needed to heed, as water is extremely important! So, I tried it in apple juice, and that worked for me. Then I got the bright idea to just sprinkle it on my morning bran cereal, since it really does dissolve completely. With a little stirring, it disappeared completely, and I couldn't even tell it was there. So that's the way I took it yesterday and today.

I didn't see any results at all from using it until the third day, and even then it was of minimal help. So, today I went back to using the glycerin suppositories after breakfast, and the combination was very successful. (I had stopped using the suppositories Friday, not knowing how my system was going to react to the Miralax.) The bloating has definitely gone down, as my pants are looser. I'm still belching as soon as I put anything in my stomach - even water - but it isn't as bad as it was.

Today was the first day in a long time that I didn't end up with the hot pad on my tummy, trying to ease the pain, so I can see the beginning of some improvement!

I'm sure everyone's experience with the effectiveness of Miralax will be different, depending partly on why they need to use it. But I can say that someone with Parkinson's, with a long term constipation problem, should certainly give it a try, anyway. The generic version is not very expensive, it seems to be gentle on the system and suitable for long term use, and it seems to do what they say it will do - all while being as close to unnoticeable as a medicine you have to drink is likely to ever get.

You will find a large number of testimonials about people's experiences with Miralax at the AskthePatient.com site.

Parkinson's and Constipation

I feel like I ought to warn you that this post made me uncomfortable to write it, and it may make you uncomfortable to read it. It's not considered "polite" to discuss bathroom problems, and I understand that. So just skip this one, if you like. I'll certainly understand. But if you have Parkinson's, or know someone with Parkinson's, you might want to keep reading.

My Gastroenterologist has added Miralax to my Zelnorm prescription. He's recently started me on a regimen of daily glycerin suppository use, too, in what's called Bowel Retraining. I've already been on Metamucil capsules for several months now, and also eating a high fiber bran cereal every morning. The Parkinson's, or a combination of the PD and my meds, has left me with very little muscle power in my digestive system, plus diminished nerve awareness as well. He says that's where the bloating, nausea, and gas are coming from.

I am not allowed to have coffee, any caffeine drinks, carbonated drinks, chocolate, any dairy products - including cheese, any citrus fruits or tomato based foods, peanuts, drink liquids with meals, or eat anything within two hours of bedtime. And I'm sure I'm leaving something off the list! It seems like every time I go see him he adds something else to the list, anyway. Some things on the list are for my GERD, and some are for the IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome) symptoms he's treating.

Constipation is one of the most universal symptoms that people with Parkinson's Disease deal with, but, let's face it, it's not something anybody likes to talk about. But I want this blog to be useful to other PWP, so I don't want to leave out this information, even though I really don't like coming right out and admitting that I'm constipated. I really didn't realize I was, as everything seemed OK to me. But it's obvious to me now, after taking all these high powered medicines he's had me on lately, that I am, and have been for some time now.

Again, in the interest of being helpful to other folks with PD, I found this really well done site about constipation at MedicineNet.com.

Well, this was not an easy post for me to write, but I hope it turns out to be helpful to someone else with Parkinson's who's suffering some of the same symptoms I have been for so long. This is not a battle I have won, by any means. In fact, judging by the lack of success my doctor has had so far in dealing with my problem, I'm probably going to be dealing with this off and on the rest of my life. That's probably the case with most PWP, as well. If any one chooses to comment, I'd appreciate hearing what you have to say about how you've dealt with this problem.

Same-o Same-o

I did go to church Sunday morning, which was a pleasantly normal thing to do, but my stomach acted up, as usual, so I really didn't get to enjoy the afternoon. I did get a good bit of rest, though, which I certainly needed, but I'm still not getting more than a few hours sleep at night. The Ambien just isn't working for me.

Today has been pretty much a repeat of many others, with the accompanying stomach bloating and cramps. I'm being just as careful as I can with what I eat, and I'm not having any bathroom problems, so I have to conclude that this is due to the Parkinson's itself. Just like my legs were moving so slowly before I was on medicine, evidently my digestive system muscles are also moving very slowly. The regular Parkinson's meds don't work on these involuntary muscles. That's what the Zelnorm is supposed to be helping, but I don't really think it is. And, thanks to how lousy I'm feeling, I'm losing a good bit of weight.

So it looks like I'll be moving my Gastroenterologist and Neurologist appointments up sooner, if possible, as I've had about as much of this stomach trouble as I want to put up with.

Is My Tummy Ever Going to Be Normal Again?

I started this blog to keep track of everything that was going on with what turned out to be a diagnosis of Peripheral Neuropathy and Parkinson's Disease. Once the PD diagnosis was made, the Neurologist seemed to basically ignore the PN diagnosis. Since I can't really tell that I'm not feeling things as well on my right side, that's OK with me, as long as I can walk normally. And I can say, that as long as I'm faithful to take my PD meds, I am walking normally enough to appear to be symptom free to the uneducated eye.

So, what's the problem? It has been, and continues to be, my digestive system. As I sit here writing this, my stomach feels like I have some kind of heavy weight in it, and there's the feeling of a lump all the way up to my throat. I've had good days, usually several in a row, but I've had more bad days than good since I started taking the PD meds. Since I do have good days, I keep trying to find a pattern, something I'm doing right, or wrong, that will give me some clues as to how to avoid this bloated uncomfortable feeling. But I can't find a pattern at all. It's very frustrating to go to the doctor, and they start asking all of their neat little questions, and you can't give them any neat little answers!

OK, I've whined long enough. This is turning into a major problem for me, as I'm losing weight rather rapidly, simply because I don't feel like eating. I have a Gastroenterologist appointment on the 20th, and hopefully by then I'll have something to tell him besides it feels like a weight and a lump!

Life's Unexpected Turns

This has certainly been a strange last couple of days for me. It started with my laptop suddenly getting the dreaded Blue Screen of Death over and over, for no apparent reason, right before Thanksgiving. We had all the family coming for dinner, and that meant moving all the eBay stuff out of the guest bedroom, so the grandkids could spend the night. That meant there was no time to work on the ole 'puter, so I had my first taste of computer withdrawal LOL.

I behaved myself, and only worked on the computer in between housework, as I found out very quickly that I have no stamina at all. I used to be able to move all the stuff quite easily, dust and vacuum, and generally straighten the house with no trouble, but not any more. It seemed like I needed to sit down every few minutes and catch my breath. Thank goodness my dear hubby was doing all he could to straighten up the place, and of course he did all the shopping.

Our family helped out a lot on Thanksgiving, instead of just coming and sitting down to the meal, the way they always have before. Our SIL cooked the turkey, and our daughters took care of the deserts, so DH fixed the vegetables, and I didn't have to do anything. It's just as well, as I woke up with those bad stomach cramps and the bloating again on Thanksgiving Day. I spent most of the day with a hot pad on my tummy, ate almost nothing at lunch, but did enjoy having everybody here. Daddy ate almost nothing, and no amount of prodding would get another bite in him. The kids were particularly good this year, as they stayed quiet all day. I asked DD if she had threatened them within an inch of their lives, but she said she hadn't said a thing to them. So they hadn't made Daddy nervous, as they sometimes do with their playful noise, so it didn't make sense that he wasn't eating.

We had a wonderful time enjoying getting to visit with everybody all at once, particularly since our older daughter and her hubby will be with his parents for Christmas this year. Younger daughter and the girls spent the night and didn't go home until Friday afternoon, so we did get on our other laptop and do some Wishlist shopping for the girls, so I'll have some things to pick from that they really want.

After such a pleasant day and a half, even with my stomach cramping, our whole world turned upside down when I got up to Daddy's to fix his supper Friday evening. I found him in the living room floor, conscious, but unable to get out of the floor. He was not hurt, evidently, and doesn't remember falling, but he'd been on the floor most of the day. Mind you, he has one of those "I've Fallen, and I Can't Get Up" buttons in his shirt pockets, but he wouldn't use it! I've never been able to get him to use it. No matter how many times I explain it to him, he thinks it's going to call an ambulance and take him to the hospital. But I have it set to call us, and then a neighbor, and only call the EMT's as a last resort.

So I called my DH, and he all but ran up there, and got him out of the floor, by the hardest. He was very weak, as he had not eaten since breakfast, and he's diabetic. We got some juice and a banana into him, and soon realized that he must have had a mild stroke, as his speech was slurred.

So, I've been taking care of him now for the last few days. He seems to be getting stronger, and his appetite is improving. His speech is still slurred and I'm being really careful to feed him thick foods like oatmeal, so he won't choke. I'm not sure what we will do today. It would be extremely difficult to take him to the doctor, and I'm not so sure it would accomplish anything if we did.

As for me, I can really tell the stress has put a strain on my Parkinson's meds. My balance is poor, because I'm really tired, and my back is bothering me from trying to help him stand up. Luckily, I've had lots of practice at care giving, and I do know the correct way to do things, body mechanics wise.

Daddy will be 102 in March, so it's going to be very difficult for him to recover from whatever happened Friday. He wants to stay home, and I want to be able to help him do that if it's at all possible. If I could be fairly certain that taking him to the doctor would get us some Hospice help, then it would be worth the trouble of getting him in and out of the car and the doctor's office.

Still Puny Today

I wasn't as sick today as I was yesterday evening, I don't think, but I still felt pretty rotten today. I really didn't feel like trying to go to church this morning, and we didn't have the service at our church this evening, because it was the Fifth Sunday Singing. That rotates around among the churches in the area, and I wouldn't have gone to that, anyway.

I've tried to do the research on the Internet today, to decide if it's the Sinemet or the Requip doing it, since I got sick Saturday, after I had upped the dose of Requip on Friday. The dose is pretty good sized now, so it may be the Requip. That makes me think I need to call the Neurologist, rather than the Gastroenterologist, in the morning. I don't think I can wait until my Thursday appointment. I'm losing weight awfully fast, because I'm really eating very little. I just don't feel like putting anything in my stomach right now. It's much too uncomfortable. And I'm getting weak again, too.

I'll be glad when this whole medicine regimen is worked out, and my digestive system settles down!!

Oh, another side effect is definitely showing up. I've suspected it for some time, but now I've let enough time go by to be sure -- I'm beginning to lose my hair. I wear it really short anyway, so it's not going to be long before it's noticeable on top. But this is a vanity issue, and doesn't effect my ability to eat or move or anything important, so I can live with it, even though it would have been nice if this particular side effect had passed me by.

Why Is It Problems Always Worsen on Weekends?

Well, if things don't get dramatically better by Monday, I will definitely be calling the Gastroenterologist. I felt really good when I got up during the night to go to the bathroom, and I felt good when I got up this morning, too. But just as soon as I drank some water, my stomach immediately felt like it had a lead weight in it, and I felt yucky. I have no appetite at all, and I continue to belch a lot.

I've continued to feel awful all day. My stomach is very tender, and I'm extremely bloated. I look like I'm 6 months pregnant!! I'm wearing the biggest pair of pants I have, which should have all but fallen off of me, and they fit. So something is definitely wrong. Nature called this morning, so I don't think that's the problem.

It sure does seem like things like this choose the weekend to happen, doesn't it?