Some Things Better, Progress with Others

I've been busy the last few days trying to get used to the TAP and regulating my meds and diet to try to deal with the colon problems I've had for well over a year now. The TAP dental appliance is doing as well as I would expect. I slept about 7 hours last night, which is a huge improvement for me. I am still waking up a couple of times in the night to go to the bathroom, though, so it's not yet a completely restful sleep. It's time for me to make an appointment for a new Sleep Study, to see if the device is handling my Apnea appropriately. That will be the determining factor on whether I can get my insurance to pay for the TAP or not, and whether it's worth using.

I am pleased to see that there is a way to use the TAP device as the anchoring mechanism for a CPAP mask, if it becomes necessary to go back on that. A nasal pillow delivery system can be attached directly to the dental appliance, so there would be no straps or mask all over my face. That's encouraging, as it means I can look forward to either getting by with just the TAP, or the TAP plus CPAP - but NO MASK!!! So, I'm very optimistic about the coming Sleep Study.

As for the elimination situation, I am somewhat improved, although certainly not where I would like to be. I'm still belching and having gas problems, but not having as much trouble actually going to the bathroom as I was. So, the Acidophilus, the Bentyl prescription, and an extra Metamucil capsule a day seem to be the right plan of attack for that problem.

DH and I have been searching for some practical ways for me to keep track of all my pills, the dosing times, and a way to effectively keep me on schedule. I seem to have some kind of Freudian aversion to remembering to take my pills. I hate having to take so much medicine, and I think it's causing some kind of passive aggressive reaction that I'm going to have to overcome. We've taken some positive steps to get over this hump. We bought two Plano tool/fishing tackle boxes, each with 4 storage boxes in it. That gives me enough boxes for 8 days, so I can make up meds once a week and have a spare. Right now I am taking medicine at 12 different times a day, so I put a numbered sticker in the bottom of each little compartment, with the dosing time on it. I can take the small box for one day with me wherever I go fairly easily. I even found that I could use my Bible cover to "hide" my pills on Sunday. I just carried my Bible loose and put the pill box in where the Bible would have been. I have to take a dose between Sunday School and Church, so this worked nicely.

Getting me on a dependable schedule was the next problem to handle. I searched for days all over the Internet, looking for pill reminder systems that I thought would work for me. Most would not give enough alarms to suit my needs, or any PWP's needs, for that matter. PWP tend to take our meds closer and closer to each other as the disease progresses, so it's not unusual for a Parkie to be taking something every hour during the day, and even getting up in the night to take something. Also, some of the more promising systems only allowed you to set pill reminders from say 8:00AM to midnight, and my first pill is at 5:00 AM.

So, I ended up buying a Timex Ironman Data Link watch, which can be connected to the computer via USB. It's like having a PDA on your wrist. It came yesterday, but I have been studying everything I could find about it while I waited for it to come, and I had my pill schedule all ready to send to the watch. It worked like a charm. It beeps and the face lights up and flashes for several seconds, and the names of the pills I need to take scroll across the watch face. If I don't push a button on the watch, I get another reminder in 5 minutes. Since I'll be wearing it, I'm much more likely to heed the reminder. I also have the reminders set up on Outlook, since the computer is on all day long, anyway.

The watch needs to be quite large, as you might expect, so it's the size of a man's sports watch. I don't mind that, if it keeps me from forgetting a pill, as I have been prone to do. For now, it's in my pocket, because I'm going to have some links taken out of the band. There's a lot to learn about this watch, but the main thing for me was the Alarm mode, as it allows up to 200 alarms a day! And that was super easy to get up and running.

My tremors still remain, not as bad as they were when I went to the ER, but still enough to make me feel like I'm trying to walk on Jello, and it gets worse as I get tired later on in the day. I use the walls and the furniture here in the house to steady myself, and I have managed to do without my cane at church, by the hardest. But anywhere else we go, like our Date Day, or to go out to eat, I'm using the cane. The hand tremors are also more prominent, and don't seem to ever go away completely, but I can handle a fork and spoon OK, and type, so I can live with that.

My biggest problem has been the odd about to pass out feeling I've been getting after lunch and supper, but not breakfast. We've checked my blood pressure during a couple of these attacks, and it's always low, like 98/58 low. I can't do much but sit very still and wait for the feeling to pass. I have found that eating something sweet makes me feel better, but that may just be because it's a comfort food for me. Or, it may means that this feeling is from a low blood sugar situation, rather than a low blood pressure one.

We may have narrowed it down to being an interaction between the Sinemet and the protein in my meals. Yesterday, just as a test, I had a vegetable lunch without any meat, and I did not have the weird feeling later on. So, I'll try that again for a few days, and see what happens.

Dear sweet hubby took over the compost making task for me for the last couple of weeks, but I did it all by myself this morning. I'm very tired, but feeling good that I was able to accomplish it. I'm also sweeping off parts of the driveway almost daily now, and the deck and patio underneath every once in awhile. That gives my arms and shoulders a good workout, and it's good for my balance, too. I'm also using the trekking poles the whole time at the track now, where I usually do 3 laps, and then the leg exercises and my Tai Chi. My balance is still way off, so the Tai Chi looks pretty ragged, but I'm doing it anyway. After all, nobody but me knows just how pitiful my form is, right? ;)

So, I see progress with several areas of concern, but disappointment that I am in nowhere near as good a shape as I was before I had the Celestone shot that sent me to the ER.

I continue to try my best to live each day with a positive outlook, and I think the Bentyl has helped with the depression I was dealing with.

Catching Up

My Gastroenterologist finally found an antispasmodic that I can take with all my Parkinson's meds! I've been on it for several days now, and things have improved somewhat. Of course, I've also added the Enteric coated Peppermint Gel Caps, Turmeric, and Acidophilus.

Well, I went to see Dr. S Friday, and he said pretty much what I expected him to. Since I was taking 4 prescriptions that had just been added in the last two weeks, in addition to the OTC meds that I have added, he wouldn't even discuss dosing or changing meds. He wants me to come back in about 2 months, after I have had the Sleep Study with the TAP dental appliance in place.

I had printed out a nice neat list of all my meds, with the times I take them, and I asked him to take a look and see if he thought I had spread the meds appropriately. He didn't see anything wrong with it, which made me feel good. It took quite a bit of time to figure out how I could keep certain meds away from each other, and take into account such things as having to be on an empty stomach.

I asked for the form to get a handicap parking placard, too. It's time. On good days I won't need it, but the way I've been lately, I will definitely have to have it available. It is sad to see that check mark in the Permanent Disability box, though. We have dentist appointments tomorrow, so we'll take care of it then.

I have been using the trekking poles for the last week or so, since I've been so wobbly. They make all the difference in the world. I'm wobbly when I try to walk unassisted, but I can stride along at a good clip when I use the poles. I walked a mile this morning, with the poles, even though I'm holding onto furniture and walls to navigate in the house. We bought one adjustable pair some time ago, figuring we could get another pair later, if we thought they were doing any good. We'll buy another set tomorrow while we're out, too.

I've made 2 quarter turns on the TAP device now, but I couldn't feel the change when I turned the key. Each quarter turn pulls my lower jaw out about the distance of half the width of a dime. I'm still getting about 5 hours a night, but I am not sleepy when I get up around 2 or 3AM. Of course I go to bed around 9:00PM. I still get miserably sleepy in the afternoon, but I don't take a nap. I'm afraid if I get in that habit that I won't ever sleep any longer at knife.

I could feel a huge weight lift from me when I got the call the other day from my Gastro to tell me to order Bentyl, also called Dicyclomine. If I had been there in his office, I would have given him a huge hug!!

So, I continue to stay busy, trying this and trying that, hoping to get the best results possible toward the goal of living as "normal" a life as possible.

Blue Funk Is Now Fading

I don't seem to be quite as depressed as I was a few days ago, thank goodness. The money part of the estate is finally taken care of, so the only thing left to do is sell Daddy's car and finish emptying the house of all the furniture and stuff that our DD's don't want. I say "only" like that's not a big deal, but there's a bunch of stuff to get out of our older DD's way. We did bring Daddy's car down to our house yesterday, so at least they can move things out to the garage now that are in their way. We didn't want to do that while all the construction delivery trucks and workers' vehicles were going in and out of our yard.

We put Thompson's Water Seal on the garage floor day before yesterday, and it soaked it up like a sponge. We have to wait until tomorrow for it to be cured, but from the looks of it, we'll have to put another coat on it before we put anything in the garage. Not that we can use it yet, anyway, as only half of it has been roofed. We're waiting for the other special order to come, since the builder didn't order enough of the starter strips for this particular type of shingle. It seems this pattern takes two rows, instead of the standard one, so we have half a roof at the moment. LOL

So many delays have happened with this garage that what would have had me in tears a week ago is now just funny. They don't get paid until we're satisfied, so it's to their advantage to not make all these time consuming mistakes. Go figure.

We bought a pair of trekking poles the other day, as an experiment. The one piece ones are supposed to be better, according to all I could find on the Internet. But it made more sense to try out a cheaper set of adjustable ones that both of us could use at different times, until we see if we like it. Using the walking poles is supposed to be a way to protect the knee, ankle, and hip joints, plus give the upper body a complete workout while you walk. And they are recommended as an excellent exercise tool for PWP.

We're practicing around the house right now. I'm not sure I am going to be able to use the best possible form with them, as it's kind of confusing. It involves holding them with a strap around your wrist and then letting go of the grip when the pole goes back, as you grip the other pole as you walk. Trying to keep my feet coordinated with the poles, plus remembering what my hands are doing, all at the same time, is very confusing. But I can definitely hold onto both poles all the time and do them OK. I can already tell that they are going to increase the exercise my upper arms and shoulders get. I've been walking with one pound weights every other lap now, for some time, in anticipation of trying these poles. I hope that means I'm ready for them, but I'm in no hurry to try to walk very far with them right now. I've learned that slow and easy works better for me.

We managed to salvage enough leftover sheathing and scrap 2x4's to have a good start on finishing off one inside wall of the garage, plus make some shelving, plus there is a good bit of the siding left over that they were going to take to the dump. We kept that, too, in case we ever have storm damage. I've been walking around outside the last few days with one of those magnets on a pole, picking up nails. No telling how long it will take for us to find all of them. With the drought we're having, it's not as if we need to be worrying about using the lawn mower in that part of the yard for awhile, so we should have it cleaned up before we need to be concerned with cutting the grass safely. As for cars, we're still not using the new part of the driveway or going near the garage. Tearing up a tire is just not worth it.

We're making slow headway with our eBay sales, with over 250 items listed now, so I'm hopeful that I can get back to enjoying reading everybody's blogs soon. I did manage to skim through Ruth's blog to see how things were going with her since Mick passed away, and I'm sorry to see that she's had one problem after another, due to the red tape of their national health care system. The more I read what Marion and Ruth have to say about socialized medicine, the surer I become that I pray we never get it in the USA!!

Since I'm writing this at 2 AM I think it's safe to say the insomnia is still going strong. I went to bed about 9:30PM, but I was wide awake by 12:30. I tried going back to sleep about 3:00, but didn't succeed, so I've been up since 3:30 with 3 hours sleep for the night. Counting the days until I see that sleep specialist!!